PD

Back to fundraising
and crunching numbers
trying to increase percentage raise
decrease percentage needed
twisting numbers and formulas to
motivate myself.

Wondering who I can talk to next
Who is left that will say yes?
One part in my life that is not
Glowing with Optimism

Instead I have forgotten that God
Has opened doors in the past
Is asking his people to give
Lights my path
Funds his ministry
Has called me here.

And if I get a "no"
Then they may be following God in other places
Or their disobedience is between Lord Almighty and them
Not me
Not personally
Not my identity

Okay Jesus. Let's go.